4. A New Question

I woke up at four-thirty in a morning, awakened from a unusual dream. Lying in bed with my eyes open, I couldn't help but say, "I'm back." At that moment, it became crystal clear: what troubled me was not the "discrepancy between my personal experience and reality" and what made me struggle was not "whether it was a dream or reality."

 

I got up and walked to the window, opened the curtains, and saw the first light of dawn in the east. The sky was not the black of the deep night but a shade of deep blue. I could vaguely see the stars in the sky. Just like that, I stood by the window for over an hour, watching the deep blue gradually lighten and turn blue, the faint stars gradually darkening and fading until they disappeared. Occasionally, sparrows flew up and down on the neighbor's roof, and unidentified birds flew high above. When the morning light entered the window, I turned around and looked around, just like on the morning I got up with grogginess. For the first time in my life, I carefully observed the world for such a long time.

 

Since that early morning, I have possessed two abilities that have greatly benefited me in the future.

 

Standing at the window for over an hour was one of the shocks brought by these two abilities, which I later called the "sensing" ability. The strange feeling about my surroundings faded, and in its place was a sense of transparency. Rather than saying I was observing carefully, it's more appropriate to say I was re-examining the world. The world looked different in my eyes, and I could feel an energy being activated within me. It was truly awakened. You can't imagine the shock I felt at that time.

 

In the morning I got up with the grogginess, “I” woke up. The energy woke up. And on this morning, “I” came back. It was the energy that returned from the unusual dreams. I really had been to those places. The once puzzling question "is it a dream or reality" had misled me; it was only a superficial issue, not the real root of the problem. The real root of my struggle was how to position "me": was it me who went to those places, or was it me lying in bed? The confusion about positioning was the fundamental cause of my uneasiness and struggle.

 

Solving the confusion did not bring me any joy because it posed a new question: who am I?

 

Yi refers to the information from high frequency civilization that this book transmits.

Yiology is a means of practice of the information of Yi on the Earth.

Yi is not to make you believe, but to teach you how to question!